from On the Passion of Christ: According to the Four Evangelists
Thomas á KempisAlso grant me the grace courageously to overcome my defiant flesh for the benefit of my soul, to cast out all carnal fear, to pray more frequently and attentitvely, to enjoy your assistance, to leave every outcome in your hands, to renounce my will thoroughly, and to be ready to suffer whatever comes.

Wow and Amen! Could I have all of that too?